villainthirst:

_{The only person who has screwed things up more consistently than you…is me. And now I know what that guilt feels like. And I know what it… I know what it means to feel sorry, Sam. I am sorry. You know, old me… I would’ve have just kept going. I would’ve jammed that needle in deeper until you died because the ends always justified the means. But what I went though… Well, that PB and J taught me that angels can change, so… who knows? Maybe winchesters can, too.}